It's been a roller coaster ride. I stumbled, I fell but I stood up till the end. Every year has been different to me. This year might be stressful and full of challenges but life won't be complete without it. I learned a lot from being friendly, more responsible, being matured in many ways and to party until dawn. Having fun this year was a success. I've been to Pureto Gallera, to bars, to the houses of friends and any where I want to be. As it was written in my planner for 2009, "LIVE RIGHT", I can say I have live my life right. I met people, talked to them and cherished the moment with them. Everyday is new day. I prayed for my love ones, prayed for my education, prayed for the good things I received and prayed for someone,who will be my forever(cheessy!). I experienced traffic, long walks, pollution and busy streets of Manila and Makati. I have sinned. I'm no perfect person. It indicates that I am also human. I lied, cheated, cursed and ignored some people's cry for help. I admit those things I did in my past and I'm sorry for it. I asked forgiveness. Moreover, I contained self-control and patience. This year is my senior year and my last year of college. I am proud that I studied hard and pursue the things I wanted to happen. I became an officer in an organization and automatically qualified me to be a student leader. Those events in this year will surely tell, who I am now, why I am like this and how I become like this. I am an independent person. I know how to enjoy and to be contented in what I have. However, there are times I became arrogant, stubborn and emotional in some situation. I can't refuse to share that in some season in this year I felt alone and lonely. My only refuge was God, is God and will always be God. He completes me. He is always in my heart, in my mind and in soul. He is my father, my life and my savior. I can say with Him beside me, nothing is impossible. He made life possible to live in. He made this year to be worth remembering from day 01 until day 365.

*best picture of 2009*

Thank you. Good Bye 2009! It's been a GREAT year.

Simple but super enjoy Xmas party. Even though we're broke (because of "PAKAIN" after ojt), we survived because of Ninay's Treat.haha Thank you Ninay! :) My Christmas Party with my BOYS, will always be memorable. It will be our last Christmas party being "College Students". I hope for more parties and memories to come.

*we are wearing the one i gave to them*

Exchange Gift kami ni Ninay. I got what I wished for "Super Plain Ntbk" (my own little black book). Thanks! I can't wait to write and to doodle my thoughts on the notebook.

Kris Kringle with code name. Tumble Pop? I guessed it right. It was Aimee. It was so coincidence that aimee was the one, who got my code name, crush nya un code name ko. =)) "ALPS". Reaction pa lang ni aimee. Feel na feel ko na ako nabunot nya. Something Naughty, I got an undies with bling bling at the back.HAHA

Presentation Moment! The best si Jona. You made me cry laughing really hard. Mainit init pa lang yun dahil ginawa nya yun sa mismong araw na yun. All of us has a unique type of presentation. Ninay's presentation was so KARIR! I like it. Of course! Medyo ako lang namin yun center of attraction in her presentation. haha

*summary of my night. i love BOYS*

Heart to Heart. Catching Up. Drunk. Pizza. Chocolate. Cam whores.


*byebye-Makati. my last walk in the walkway for 2009*

Today is the last day of our OJT. Gastos. yeah! We treated them during snack time with Spaghetti, Pansit malabon and cake. I was excited to complete the 240 hours for our OJT. I felt too much boredom. But the people in our work place felt sad because they told us, they will miss our noise and laughter. =( I did not expect that. I will miss them too. Especially the PBcom tower, the Patio, and the walk way, where I often walk alone by myself. I'll miss Makati, the busy streets of Makati, the people walking in the morning, the bus stop and the malls. I will be again a Manila Girl but surely I will be much happier now because I am with my insane friends. It will flood tears of laughter again. Everyday happy. I know. Party everyday. =D

*eating. certificate with the bosses. patio-canteen*

Almost every day or every night I play the song, "One Last Song" by A1(the boy-band back in the 90's, if you remember.) I feel a momentary bliss when I hear that song. It always touches my kilig bones. hahaha I confess I was a die-hard-fan of A1 back in my elementary days. I bought tapes, posters of them and also laminated their pictures and brought it often in my school. Yikkkess! haha

But now, I just love this song. I'm not sure if I can relate. All I know this song is something I can't explain why get kilig. =) I was in our office (OJT mode) when I suddenly heard a melody, a familiar one, I can not distinguish where it was coming from that time. The next day, I heard it again. It was the time I bear in my mind to find the song. "I must find that song."-I kept reminding myself. I downloaded it. Played it all over again until my ears bleed. I'm so addicted to it.

PLAY IT! to listen to the song.

I can't stop daydreaming, I imagine I'm slow dancing under the moonlight with someone while he sing this song. hahaha =))

"And if you need me, you’d kiss me
Then tell me how you feel
And if you want me, you’d show me
That your love is for real
And if you love me
You’d hold me in your arms where I belong..."

-fave line-

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts*
5. Kiss her slowly.

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it.

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

We might deny it but we actually like it and kinda want you to tickle us…

26. DON’T lie to her*
27. DON’T cheat on her!*
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too.*
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.*
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her. When she leaves, pull her back.

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle
39. When walking next to each other lightly touch her HAND and soflty grab it.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*


41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
46. Rub her back—feels good
47. Give her your coat if she’s cold—thats always cute =)
48. Write letters on her back with your finger
49. Let her sit on your lap
50. DON’T poke her hard… but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she’s BEAUTIFUL
53. Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything… usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind—loves it.*
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music
59. Don’t ignore her or be nervous around her—everythings going to be okay
60. When she comes running to you, with tears down her face, the first thing you should say is “Who’s a** Am I Going To Kick!”- she will then feel protected.*

***from tumblr account of my friend. ***
25 days to go and it's Christmas! Time to give and share the love to others.

I have the List of my Top Ten Must have/ happen this Christmas.

1.) lovelife?haha joke. MONEY! I need more money. :))
2.) Get Together with long lost friends.
3.) Fashionable clothes and shoes!
4.) Notebook! Hardbound with no lines. (@powerbooks!)
5.) Books to READ. especially Twilight Saga.
6.) New bag!
7.) Bracelet with super noisy bells. hahaha
8.) Someone to talk to, especially in the days where I feel miserable. (I'll consider u as a gift from GOD. Just talking or listening to me will make me feel special)
9.) Courage to face the challenges in LIFE. Stop worrying with non-sense!
10.) Ticket to a concert. :))

BUT most of all, I want you for Christmas! hahaha